Renewed Focus

I’d hoped that September would see me getting back into the swing of things, but it seems that I’m not quite back in the saddle. I’m about halfway through my work in progress, but things have stalled due to my inability to focus on the fiction writing.

In my defense, it’s been a hell of a time this year for me. If you didn’t know, I’m a full-time programmer (that’s my day job) and a part-time fiction writer. That’s actually more common than many people think; most traditionally-published midlist writers with New York contracts are part-time writers too. Only the big names can do it full-time (or those with a working spouse). Aside from the best sellers, most midlisters get shitty contracts and if their books don’t break out, they’re soon forgotten.

Anyway, the company for whom I worked almost nine years was sold back in December of last year. We were in a state of limbo while the company that bought us planned for their next acquisition, but we stayed busy on stuff and my writing wasn’t really affected.

And then in June of this year, the company made their next acquisition.

That’s when everything fell apart.

I won’t drag out the dirty laundry here, but suffice to say that things didn’t go as I’d hoped they would. We lost control of everything we’d worked so hard over the years to build. It took only a few months to destroy what we’d spent years creating, but during those few months, I just didn’t have the ability to focus on the fiction. I had my future to sort out, and that just sucked away all my attention and sapped my creative energy.

Eventually, I decided I had to find a new job, which also sucked away my time and energy.  Summer rolled in, so that meant doing a ton of stuff with my family. And once I found the new job, there’s the adjustment period to contend with (which is where I am now). Plus, we spent almost a week in Chicago this month, further taking me out of “the zone”.

So here I am now, the turmoil of the old job and having to leave some of my favorite people in the world behind me, the first week of my new job behind me, and the start of a new life chapter in front of me. That’s put me in a great position, however, because with all that job crap in the past, I can start to settle into a new norm. I’ve been writing long enough now to know that I’m the type of person who creates better when life is stable, and with this new stability will come the opportunity to put my focus back on the fiction.

What does that mean to you? First off, it means that I’ll be finishing the current work in progress soon. I figure it’ll be done by the end of October, should life continue to cooperate. The new book, Kryptos, should be published before Christmas.

Second, I’ll have the opportunity to start a new project on the heels of Kryptos. Not sure what that’s gonna be just yet, but I have some ideas in mind. Once I figure it out, I’ll let you know.

The good news is that I’ve published five new books already this year, so it’s not like I haven’t done anything. Hopefully, that’s enough to tide you over until the next book comes out.

I’m looking forward to getting back to the fiction again. Maybe the time away will turn out to be beneficial, allowing me to come back fresh and ready. Either way, I should have a much different update by the end of next month. Stay tuned.